I'll remember today for the rest of my life. Sitting int he libary chatting to this girl-biggest worry was that some teachers earlier said my GCSE's might not be good enough for Oxford....how insignificant it seems now. My friend came in and said "we're under terrorist attack" I asked him what he meant and he said "London's just been bombed". Ran to the canteen where the tv is.......exactly where everyone was cheering yesterday when the Olympic result was announced....now it was just silent. I stood there watching in horror and realised that Russel sqaure is where my uncle lives I said "what have those people on the bus ever done to anyone"...the boy next to me goes "what have the people in Iraq ever done to anyone? Look at it fromt heir point of view"....I could have punched him but instead jsut said "They didn't invade Iraq they might be anti-war, they might not even be Enlgish-they were just going to work to get money for their families"...he said "yeah" and shut up.
Ran into English and a few of us set up the tv in there.....still 2 dead...still trying to get in touch with people. One lad trying to find out if his dad was ok, one girl crying in another class ebcasue her mum was there-all the phones down.
Anger, fear, sorrow, hate.....after yesterday I can't believe the difference. Just been watching the TV stunned-it hasn't sunk in-2 days ago that was me, my brother and my grandparents in London.....I'm preying the death toll won't rise again. I wasn't even there and I'm nearly crying. I can't believe this has happend.