Wilson still hopes for Trap callStoke ace insists he will jump on plane to Poland if selected after injury 'mix-up' last May
IT WAS another case of mixed messages and lost messages which has temporarily cost an Irish-born Premier League star his international career.
But despite spending a period in the cold of exile, Marc Wilson insists that he remains as committed as ever to the Republic of Ireland cause and is desperate to get back into the green shirt once again.
The story of Wilson is one of the most lop-sided careers on the Ireland scene right now. At club level he has a proud CV, with 70 Premier League appearances and two European campaigns with his two clubs, Portsmouth, and his current employers, Stoke City.
But his international achievements do not match up as all he has to show for his five-year stint with the Republic is a measly two caps, one in an U21 friendly and another from a senior friendly against Wales.
Sadly, Wilson -- who took a very brave step in spurning his native Northern Ireland to declare for the Republic some years ago -- has been cast, in some parts, as one of the bad boys, one of the players whose commitment was in doubt after failing to turn up for international duty last summer.
Robbie Keane appeared to have players like Wilson, James McCarthy and Jon Walters in mind last May when he said, "if people don't want to play for Ireland, don't declare yourself to play for Ireland".
But Wilson, speaking today to an Irish media outlet for the first time since the issue, says he was injured last summer but that his fitness status was lost along the way.
"I'm still not sure what happened. During the summer there was a bit of a mix-up, but I was injured. It was pointless for me to go over for international duty when I wasn't able to play, I had an injury," Wilson told the Herald.
"I don't know if the manager took that the wrong way, maybe he did.
"If I am fit and in the squad, I will be there without a doubt. But if I'm just not fit then there's nothing I can do about it.
"I think there was just a lack of communication. To my knowledge, the club physio at Stoke spoke to the doctor with the FAI, Alan Byrne, so he knew I was injured. That was the matter done as far as I was concerned.
"I had said I wasn't going to come over. There was no point in being there if I was injured, so I never came over. I didn't think any more of it.
"I wouldn't say that the manager has a problem with me. I think he's a great manager who has done a great job with Ireland. But it seems he took something up the wrong way and we'll just have to try and deal with that.
RESPONSE
"I got phonecalls and messages from people, asking me had I seen what had been said and written in the papers over in Ireland. But I didn't say anything in response, I just wanted to get my head down, get fit and get back playing.
"All I can do is concentrate on my football and hope it's good enough," added Wilson.
His non-involvement with the Republic led to fears in some quarters that he may consider an offer from Northern Ireland -- Wilson was born and reared across the border, in Co Antrim, but he flatly denies that.
"There was certainly never a question of changing my mind and playing for Northern Ireland, it never even entered my mind," says Wilson. "I have had no contact at all from the FAI since the summer. It's disappointing but I just try to concentrate on my football. Playing for Ireland would be a great achievement and I would love to do it, but it's out of my hands. All I can do is go out every week, play as well as I can for Stoke City and see where that takes me.
"Every time I have gone over with the Irish squad I have enjoyed it, no doubt about that, I love going over and love being with the lads.
"But I would like to have a lot more caps under my belt and that hasn't happened for me yet," added Wilson, who was an unused sub against Brazil, Slovakia and Norway before finally making his debut against Wales.
Demoralising
"There were times before when I was told I was playing but in the end I didn't even make the bench and that is frustrating. I haven't even been picked for the friendly games let alone the competitive matches.
"It was demoralising a bit but it's one of those things I have to deal with and get on with.
"So will just keep working hard with Stoke, doing what I do every week and if the manager picks me for the Irish squad, I'll be there.
"Being honest, it's not easy seeing lads like (Stoke team-mates) Glenn Whelan and Jon Walters go off on international duty with Ireland but I just have to deal with that.
"I can't give up hope of making the Euros. If I am playing every week, playing well in a good team then I'd like to have a chance, but ultimately it's the manager's decision and I have to respect that.
"I think I would be an addition to the squad, I can play in a lot of positions across the back or the midfield. I have played a lot of games at left back this season, I've played at centre half and in midfield so I am versatile.
"It would mean the world to me to go to Poland with the squad. I would see it as the best achievement of my career without a doubt. Apart from the World Cup, the European Championship finals is about as big as it gets in football. Every player wants to play in it and I am no different."